Miracles happen, again :) #SPM

3 March.

This date is truly a hell for SPM 2014 leavers. We get our results . I was pretty nervous for the whole day til 12 noon, in our school.

At 11 or something, I sat down under the hut at the basketball court nearby, with Fevbrian and friends. We were absolutely cannot calm ourselves. Anything can happen when we knew our results. That time, Natasha sent me a link (you can check your SPM results via web) So I have the urge, the anxiousity to know my reults. So I clicked the link, and key in my Indentity card number and the angka giliran, aaaaaaaand I clicked the "Semak keputusan" button. Gosh I was so nervous that time. Wondering what'll happen next, whether I'm passed out or cry a river. Who knews. Then suddenly my results popped out!

At first, I read it as 2A+... I thought I just managed to achieve 2As. Brought me down for a sec. Then I read it twice, trice, I saw 2A+, 2A, 3A-.... kira punya kira, skali 7As!!!!! I can't forget how happy am I this morning. I screamed and shouted out loud and jump happily at the same time. That feelings tho'. Hahahaha. I'm just... happy ;)

So when we're in the school hall, they started to hand over the SPM slip to us. Before that, The teacher will announce best students with 7As and above. Starting with Randdy. Nobody believe he managed to achieve 7As! Bravo!!! My name also announced to go to the front and received my SPM slip handed by my school principle. Overall I got 1.60. What a remarkable moment for me and also foe my friends! Haha.

Well, of course 7As, but the evil D at the end hurts. It was Chemistry. But at least I passed and I tried my best. And Music helps me to achieve an A+ to fulfill my wish- get at least 7As. Hahaa... other than that. I have the opportunity to see and have those precious time to keep in touch with my friends as we haven't met for so long. Dyed hair, long hair, like everything's changed! And I also got the chance to wear my school uniforma, maybe for the last time for my high school momsnts. Hehe. Anyway, congratulations my friends, you've tried your best! And God has a better plan than just this piece of paper. Remember, this is just the beginning of our real life. ;)

2A+, 2A, 3A-, 1B+, 1B, 1C, 1D ♡

Sorou po ada entri baru dalam ni blog. Haha

The time is 0232, Saturday February 21st.

I just cannot sleep right now. My eyes lied to me all the way from morning till the moment that I just want to sleep. Seriously man, us humans used to be nocturnal *pffft* Oh yeah. I'm on holidays for nearly 2 months now, but seriously? No time for blog? Maybe I'm just too busy with other things, like joined BSMM activities, going to school *mengacau ja*, driving lesson, hangouts, attend relative's wedding ceremony.... Kind of made myself busy.

I also used to be challenged myself to do some workout during holidays, for 28 days. Meh, I fade up on the 6th day. I know I shouldn't to. I wanna see myself with muscles and abs and all that things. Not to impress other's but to impress me, I wanna stay healthy and fit. And being proud of me, and build some confidence deep inside me. But no worry, where there's a will, there's a way. I knew I will struggle to achieve those dreams. :)

Oh yeah! I nearly forgot. Yesterday, (well literally. Or should I say, This morning, Friday 20th) Kami baru 'penerimaan abu' di church. Well, it used to be done in Wednesday, sebagaimana perkataan 'Rabu Abu' atau 'Ash Wednesday'. Tapi Chinese New Year kan, so kena tangguh p hari jumaat. 'Penerimaan abu' adalah tanda bermulanya utk berpantang dan berpuasa serta bertaubat, kembali kepada Allah bapa. Dalam lingkungan 40 hari sebelum Jumaat Agung (Good Friday, mmg cuti umum tu), Sabtu Suci (Easter Vigil) & Hari besar Paska (Easter Day)... So, apa apapun, sempena CNY dan jga musim prapaska ni, sya memohon minta maaf kpada kamurang smua yg mngkin prnah sya kasi sakit hati biarpun siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikit secara sengaja atau tidak sengaja. May God bless all of us ♡ Amen.

Btw, I just have this feelings to write a new entry on this blog since this one anonymously asked people want me to write ANYTHING in my blog asalkan ada post baru. Dia tanya sya dalam ask.fm. Haha.. I guess, I know who she/he is... Kalau nda silap, memang kau la tu kannn! Hihihiiii Antara si Ganak, Devreny, Pinou, cousin2 auntie2 uncle2, Cikgu sya, geng2 sya, kawan2 sya, relatives sya, yg kenal sya... Tida lari la tu jawapan hahaha

Lesen L, I'm coming!

Since lately I've not been on blogger, not post much entries. And this post is the secknd entries on 2015. I've got to tell you, I'm getting my L liscence soon. I do know that it's just L. Still a learner. But hey, wanna know a fact? I don't even know how to start a car engine. My IQ 'bout driving is zero.

   Few days back then, around 2 weeks ago if I'm not wrong, I attended the first driving class, KPP1, also known as Kelas Pendidikan Pemandu 1.. Just sit in the class and listen, pay attention to what my lecturer said. 6 hours dude! Fortunately in PMJ, they just took time around 3 and an half hours.

   After kpp1 class, I studied for 2 weeks and then attend the computerized exam... Huh I was so freakin nervous that moment, walking down the stairs to go to Rilek. I took my last few hours ask my friends Anita, Orzee and B'a for the tips, and some answers. Haha.. Luckily, after I managed to answer all questions, I got 49 out of 50! PASS! I smile. Happy.

   So, right now, I'm still waiting for my tutor to come to my home to get all my documents for the L driving liscence. I hope I'll get my liscence as soon and as fast as possible so I can continue my KPP2, KPP3, QTI and JPJ test soon. Error 404: Delay not found. ;)

Hometown ♡

24th December
Waktu ni lah baru kami dapat pulang kampung. Haishh. Supposed to be on 23rd tp my mum still busy with her work, so 24th baru pulang. So Sampai ja di pekan Tambunan, trus terjumpa angkol Max. Hahaaa. Kami pigi makan2 la sana kdai cina. Still craving for Mee sup ayam sasau. Hahaha. After that barulah kami finally arrived di hometown, my granpa's house. Semart la di ruang tamu ada tiles sdh hahaa.

25th December.
Wawww... Marry Christmas 2014 buddies! After we went to the St Anthony Chapel Patau Tambunan, trus pgi la rumah terbuka pertama di rumah si Anne. Sadly Anne was not there. She's in UNIMAS. :( Kami tida tpigi rumah terbuka baaaanyak like last years, back then. Sampai berbelas2 rumah kami pigi... smpai mau muntah2 sdh hahaha. Totally full. But in 2014, macam 2 rumah ja kami pigi.. Trus kami sama2 pulang p grandparent's house. Ada rumah terbuka juga sana with Nenek Abu.  Ogumu noh satay. Hahaha. Omnomnommmm. After that pigi pekan balik.. sya p beli gifts utk tukar2 hadiah. So pulang2, kena bawa oleh diorang si Olan p rumah terbuka si Girl dulu skijap. Then jalan p katagayan, hometown si Lowong@Kambing@Dzerzin. Hahaaa. Kami pun berceriiita nopo sana sampai kpuasan haha.

26th December.
Time ni... Ada Family gathering, party keluarga di hometown. Pagi tu, ada acara badminton and sukaneka sana balairaya kg Patau.. I can't join prtandingan badminton dat time sbb selesma. Seriously takkan sy mo tongos menongos everytime sy main badminton kannn. Hahaha. Join tu dart sja la. After selesai event, kmi plang la.. So, tu petang kami sedia2 lah pakai baju keluarga. Dat evening, event started. Eseh ada pertandingan duet segala. Hahaa. Yeap we had lots of fun. First time gia sya menari2 dpan2 time RSS (rancangan suka suka). It all because of Anne. Hahaha. Sya skype si Anne. Kami videocall so she can stay updated what happen during that time. Sama2 kunu kami menari eventhough she was in Sarawak. Tiba2 ada angkol max lagi hahaha. But nda lama trus hilang balik.. hmmm. *mcm cookie* hahaha. Kena paksa2 minum time tu, but still, tida2 ni mau hahaha. Kuroyon po. Blum lagi mau. Hahhaa

27th December.
Cousin Jebb sama Lucia kawin... Sadly tida dapat pigi tgl drg kawin sana Holy Cross Toboh Tambunan, then p Maras Karas. Huhuhu... Sya brabis bad mood sbb teda yg ambi sya. I mean, teda pengangkutan sya p sana... teda yg sy dpt ikut. Sedih kanssss... sdhlah sya brabis bangun pagi tu. Skali teteda jga. :( btw, dat evening, Uncle Lalim bawa la p saaana Mahua (di sana tanah kami hahaha. ) p memancing beii. So mula2 sya malu2 mo join memancing tp last2 join jga hahha. Mula2 sya guna umpan cacing tapi pandai kna trick oleh tu ikan2 hahhaa. Fed up sdh sy sama umpan cacing, so started with makanan ikan la umpan sy guna... pun sama jga, brabis kna makan ni... angkat tu joran, teda sdh umpan. Haaha. Tp dont look down on me k haaha. Bangang2 pun dapat jga 4 ekor ikan hahaha. Sorou po.

28th December,
Macam teteda kerja sya time ni. Bosan d kampung hahaha

29th December.
Kna bawa pigi sungai Mahua. At first sy ingat p air terjun mahua. Punyalah happy kami mula2.. hahhaa. Satu tahun sdh x visit air terjun mahua. But last2 kna bawa p sungai Mahua jga. Aliran air dr air terjun jga bah hahhaa. Syok jga. Sejuk ni. Osogit kopio. Dapat jga sya paspun ni sejuknya air di Tambunan hahha. Dorang Olan sama Girl xda join sbb kpuasan sdh gia. Slalu sdh drg p sungai mahua. So drg awal lagi pigi sana katagayan sdh. P tulung2 drg Jebb sma si ganak p kemas2 rumah sbb the next day, tu majlis kahwin sna rumah Jebb. Lpas kmi mandi tu, pulang la. Sy join drg Andy p hantar tu gong2 p sana Katagayan. So last2 terpigi jga visit drg sana p tulung2 siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikit. Hahaha. Ada jga kmi putung bawang kan hahaha. *syok baitu, menangis2 haha* and kami pun bercerita nopo sampai malam... Kepuasan sdh, trus pulang la. Hahaaa. Ehh time ni pla kmi pulang malam tu haha.

30th December.
Majlis kawin si Jebb sana katagayan. But before that, sya join la family p sana bawah rumah (sawah padi tuu)p tulung mongomot. Ada jga ba bantuan sy p mongomot biarpun tida banyak hahhaa. Sya mau daaa tu mongorib tapi tida pandai hahaha, paling2 mongomot sama p angkat2 tu padi yg sdh kna putung. Haha... Talampau champion kan sampai sya buka baju panjang sya trus p angkat padi. Nah kotoh. last2 gatal ni sluruh lengan sya. Luka2 nohh hahaha. Ada scars lg. Trs sy p mandi nopo kasi tnggal drg. Hahhaa. Yeah. Jam 1 tu si ganak p rumah, so sy join dia la p katagayan. Awal 1 jam sya d sana hahaha. Tu tangan sy masi ada luka2 sampai skg. Biarla, memory la ba kan hahaha. Trs jadi tu yg tulung2 bagi cenderamata sama guest tuu. Ntah sy lupa sdh apa kna panggil. Hahaha. Tu malam la. Datang gila *sikit ja* trus join drg menari smpai sakit satu badan hahaha. Lowong dared me to drink. Nasib bukan satu gelas ka... nasib siiiikit ja.hahaha. Sampai hmpir tngahmalam gia kmi di sana tuuu. Mula2 nga sya mau tdr d sana katagayan tp kna suruh pulang. Haish sedih no. Hahaha. *bah lepasan sdh kann*  janji syok menari, bgambar, bcerita. :)

31st December
Pagi2 kena chat drg si lowong suruh sya datang p katagayan balik. So sya pun pigi la. P breakfast kunu hahah. Trus bercerita lagi mcm tida puas2 bercerita tu malam hahhaa. Kmi mula2 planning daa tu p Mahua nga tp cuaca mcm mo hujan nehh. Kasian jga si Lowong eii. Dia bilang dia blm prnh p tgk Air Terjun Mahua. Craving lg mo p sana tu nga tp last2 nda jadi.. So yg tngahari tu, kami pn mo brangkat plang laa.. bye2 drg si dero, fazzon, samud sama si kambing, sama si ganak smua lagi.. Time kami jalan kaki pulang tu nga, skali drg limpas kami (van).. drg si Uncle sama si fazzon sama si lowong mo pulang p ranau nediii. Punya sedih. Titik perpisahan sana di tengah jalan raya (hahaha) sedih la.. That was the last day kami bjumpa drg utk 2014 mahh. Kasian noh si lowong nda jadi tgk air terjun.. pulang ranau sdh drg. Actually kn 31st December is my emotional day. Sya seeeeedih sja ni time. Sbb the next day mo balik Tuaran sdh. Back to boring life. Sdhlah teda kawan, bosan, bgaaaduh sja sma sibling. Hmmm :( itula tu yg sya sedih tu.
Dat night, ada jamuan tukar tahun di kampung sya, grandparent's house. Somula2 tu sya, olan sama girl p katagayan dlu.. p makan2 sana majlis tukar tahun d kampung si Carlye (bgtu kaitu ejaan, haha) lpas tu limpas rumah drg si samud, p rumah angkol max. Dia pun sonsog suruh sy minum *mau jga test tp takut kdptn nnti klu sy plang, bau2 tu beer hahaha* so sy just reject secara baik. Hahahha. Kunun. Minum air mineral jaa. Trus groupfie lagi sama si angkol, trus bcerita sikit, trus balim p grandparent's house. Tukar tahun sana. Oya, btw this is the day where I finally knew who my sister is. Hello sisterrrr! Hahaha. Serious happy brabis bila sya tau sdh sepa. Hahaaa. Before 12a.m, kami pun wish la skijap, before midnight. And then, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!!!! main siram2 kami brabis, trus basah habis mcm baru siap mandi hahaha. Lpas tu menari lagi nonstop, karaoke lagi. Panggang2 tu ntah kna siram2 jga kali hahahha. I am fully wet. Hahaha... And then, Richie datang trus siram sya beer ni. Gila. Hahaha. No wonder lain2 bau tu air. Hahha. Beer pla. Ateiiii. Dia bilang "sebab ko x minum kan, so sy siram ja ko beer hahaha" cool! Hahaha. Lpas tu blari2 lavi kmi sampai puncak bukit. That time,olan bilang drg mo balik rumah sdh,and sya pun pulang tuaran sdh the next day, so kmi bersalaman and hug. Xoxo. Sedih nehh。Olan makes me more emotional that time. Dianangis teresakesak nodiii. Trus p hug daddy dia trus menangis... omo... sy pun yg 'bpeluh sdh mata sya' sbb that will be the last day kmi bjumpa bfore sya pulang tuaran and met again in May. Lama baitu... :( So after dat, drg karaoke, sy salin baju ja. Malas sy mandi trus hahaha. Then p tidur...

1st January 2015.
A brand new year! Hello 2015! Yeah, dis time, kami pulang Tuaran nediii. Sedih btul ni time. Me, my mum, lil sister, uncle lalim sama auntie jenny sama2 pulang... drg balik tenghilan while kami balik tuaran.. Sblm kami jalan tu, drg ganak sama lucia dtg hantar barang.. So sya pun salam la sma drg, btw drg pun dat day mo balik sdh. How sad :( so kami pulang kk, trus ikut daddy pulang Tuaran... before that, p pekan tuaran dlu makan sama2 satu kluarga kami. After that, pulang lah kami ke rumah dan a boring life started again. :'/